i am the only one who can change myself. take charge and do it. for once in your life, do something.
i feel like my soul is weeping
but on the outside i’m dry as stone
my head is like a twitsted knot
that i just can’t get undone.
i havent cried in months. i used to be so emotional. but now, even if i want to cry i can’t. watch things or hear of things that should affect me, and i know would affect me, but i can’t feel anything. nothing.
i honestly just feel nothing. The only time when I have actually feeling is when I’m frustrated with how stupid everyone is or I’m disgusted with myself for eating so much.
if these people don’t shut up I’m going to have a nervous breakdown